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Today was the weirdest day… Today I realize that this world is something I will never understand . I felt so alone and I didn't know exalt why I did . But I did and I felt like nothing would be the same. My life has change and now my eye's are open to a whole new world. My teacher is forcing me to read a races book against my own race. And I can't believe he would come compare it God. I so want to hit when he said that. I disprove of what he stand for and I total lost respect for him. And anyone who else agree with that book. I don't care what you might call me but that book is wrong and no one should read it. And my teacher is … I can't believe that people are actually allow this to happen. Their as being many thing I've have laden go with this teacher. But this is too much for one person. I can't believe this… But anyways my friend told me that it was a good ideal that I didn't go to school and I'm glad I didn't . I'm glad that I wasn't there to hear what he was saying. This sucks But I'm not going to let him tell me what to do sorry … I know what is right and what isn't . I let him get always with calling me a child. And I really don't care because it isn't important . Now days kid are dieing my each other . Life isn't going to get better but worse and lowering people pride will only cause more. Life is something that is a precious gift and people aren't thinking it is. So anyways I'm wondering if me allow people to get always with thing is the one thing making me feel so lonely. Maybe tomorrow I will let people know exalt what I'm thinking and I don't care about what's going to happen . Because I'm not going to let people kill me emotion no sir. So anyways bye I got to go … Bye sadangel