Today ...

Today was weird i felt like today was the stranges days i never day... I woke up with a postive out look on thing i told myself everything is going to be different. But i found myself doing the same thing. Like nothing never matter .. i saw my friends and we share some laugh but i was caught in a world of my dreams... And i tune out to the sound and familiar voice of people i care for and love and traded them for my own . And i was the weird thing and feeling i never felt . I felt that the was something in my way that won't let me move or speak . I stood their looking at my friends awhile the talk and i walked the other way i was tried of hearing the same old same. So i tune into mu thoughts and i found myself being gone. Like i was gone that i was dead and i wounder but would people think or say when they notice the class clown was gone. Or the class kid. But anyways allot of my friends said when their sad they like coming to me because i'm so funny. But it was weird today allot of thing happen that were weird ... I found my self lost and woundering whats going to happen nexts. And really whats going to happen next year. I'm having people tell me i shouldn't graduate because i'm to young. But i'm woundering whats is too young. I think 55 is too old but to some one who that age thinks someone who 99 is too old. So whats too young and whats too old??? Will that just a though. I know right now it seems that i'm not college or anything material ... BUt i am it just something when things are not going your way you attend to take it out it's human natural . And i'm taking it out on school. Sorry school but i least i can't hurt you... Hehhehe will bye Deanna