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Hey i guess i have to write. I'm not doing so will in my classes. I thinking i'm going to p[ass all of them with C's . So anyways i really don't care anymore. I have no clue why i want to graudate in the begininng i think all the teacher were right in the begininng that i'm to young to graudate. Anyways life is to short to rush through it . I mean come on . I'm bored half of the time. Anyways but o way i've being going to the gym and hanging out with my friends . One of my friends say if i don't pass my class she would beat me up. So i guess i have some motivetion. To do something. I think i can out run her but she knows where i live so . I guess i have to move. =( anyways i don't really like doing anything right now. I mean school bites now. And my teacher are really party pooer. I mean i was happy that i was keeping up with everything now. But now i'm just like i don't care you know. I really don't mind passing all of my class with C's or even with F's which aren't passing. But it doesn't faded me when teachers are treading to not pass me. I mean come on . I used to care now school. Is bored and am just like who cares about it. As long as i don't get that bad of grades so my friends doesn't beat my butt. I'm ok. So i guess i will pass all my class with c's. Yea . So anyway my week has begin boring so far. I don't know what i got in p.e last time i check i have an F . So anyways and now i have an C in english. i know i can get an A . But i'm not will to put anything in it anymore. Not the time or the enegry to . I mean the only reason why i'm writting right now is because my friend. I don't want her to be mad at me. I hate when she is. But other then that i really don't give. I could never graudate and i don't car. I have no clue why i don't care anymore. But school isn't one of my values. Thats sad but it's true i really don't know what is anymore. I've begin so far gone with everything i just don't know anymore i mean life is getting not hard but ... I don't know i just know nothing is really getting to me. Not school or my friends. Expect yess. I mean she my homie and luiz. And my god -father but other then that nobody is. I guess that weird. But who cares. I mean i'm so tried of working and everybody telling me that it's not enough that they expect more. And i'm ok with that but when they tell that i can't handle it . That getts me mad. I can but id they don't think i can handle it maybe i can't you. They are the adults and their smarter and older and have so much more experinces then i do. But anyways . I wondered whats going to ahppen now. I don't think i wrote allot but i tried is that important . Maybe .... maybe not . But why does it matter. Where am i going to go from here. What the point when all you do is end up doing something everyday . Thats all life is . Doing the same thing over and over and over and over and over... and so on. Life never changes. But i have no clue . Anyway forget it i'm just writting so i don't get beat up you know. I know the only one right now that care about me gruadte is my friends and luiz. But maybe not even luiz. His mad at me . I have some clue why but other then that he's always blaming me with everything. But that boy ... I don't know all i can said is that boy is a promble child. I'm or i. I think he is but who cares. I can't bel;ive i still like him and it's begin 2 years, So anyways i got to go . wil not really i just feel like going. I don't know how much i wrote it's suppose to be a thousand. I hope it;s close to a thousand. But anyways bye .... P.s i will write more later .. but that a big maybe i just might not. You never know these day with me. I', so careless. Now ... Bye the bell just rang and i got to go .... Peace