Hey do you know what i think that ..... God roxs

Hey what's up. Will school is getting crazy and my life isn't going the way I want but that’s life. God is throwing me curve balls . So I'm getting hit pretty beaded up here. Me and my Friend are having allot of problems again. Same old . I'm hope that God will here clear my way and let me see the right path. Men because I know I'm not making the right choices and I've begin losing intersect in things. And men I'm pray that I will get back on track. But I know I'm taking my angry out on people and I know that's not Christian and their isn't no good excuse for me . And men I feeling really bad because I make funny of people and I'm not suppose but men life get hard but I know God will help me I just have to be patience and that word I'm starting to hate Nice. Yup I said it. The N word I have to be . Because it what is ask of me. And men it's so hard because I wish that one day I wouldn't have any problem like everything would be ok. At least for a hour . I have an test and I'm not ready for it. But I don't know what I'm suppose to study and really I don't like to study I find it dumb because if you don't know it you won't know it even if you study. Anyway it's fair that the teacher is taking the average of the student at are table and grading us. So anyway it doesn't matter . Anyways I'm trying to keep remindering myself of a bible verse "He heals the brokenhearted and blinds up their wounds. Ps 147:3". And men I just keep remindering myself because God will heal me from this pain that's going on . But men I'm wish that my trial will end but it look like it's not going to any thing soon. So I'm just going to hang on and pray that my coaster life will end. Because it's taking long then the usually ride. So anyway I hope your guy life is going will. Because my life sucks but I'm pray to God that it will anyways move to new subject. Yup school bites . And I'm hunger. And my heart hurts right now. And I have no clue what to do because in the end I'm still thinking of my problem . So you know what I hope that god just take this problem and I won't think about it. You know what I have a new Cd and it's by Hawk Nelson a cool band and I like it so much and I also have Relient K their cool. Which Roxs. So you should look them up. I mean they talk about god but if you like Punk rock you will like them. And you will also lie Relient K and Mxpx . Their all really cool bands. They rox. You I 'm so serious when I'm telling you to look them up. Another Cd that sic is Relient K and my favorite song on that Cd is "Balloon ride". Yup now that song is about God and it's so uplifting I mean when I listen to it I know God is real. And he will help I know he's going to help me through my trails. I just hope soon and men I pray that soon. Will I feel allot better now. I ate some good food Subways YUP I said it . Subways . There is so good men I ate a whole 6 in and some of my mom's . And now chips . You guy know something I haven't written enough late I'm sorry for that it's just men I've begin so busy . Like School, is a life sucker. It's just sucks and never gives back not. I know school has an purpose. This is why we go. You know what theirs another song I like it called "Everything little thing" by Hawk nelson. They rox. Will I think that’s it . Bye - deanna