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Hey whats up i hate doing this now. I have no clue but i used to love to write and now i have to forus myself to write. That sucks i'm now feeling what other feel. About doing this dumb ass. but anyways life is ok i guess. I'm still tried of my life it's geeting annoying . The good part when lifes getting hard i can always read and run always for a while. I hate being like this but so much is happening in myself i can't help it . I being i'm trying but it looks like that trying isn't a enough for everyone. I mean i allot of teachers don't believe i should graudate next year. But the good part my trainer thinks i can. He told me that today i though that was cool. Since not a llot of people do . I need that and i'm so happy that some one thinks that with god i can do anything. And age doesn't matter not in this life. I'm happy that someone believes in me . Not allot of people do so i'm happy that he meant it. I know teachers are suppose to say it to their student but he didn't need to and yet he did and i knew it meant it. Because he told me with a little and i just felt itn because for the first time i believe a person who said it . Iusually don't people think i can make it but i believe him. So anyway i'm in boxing at the Lord gym . Yup . I go their three times a week. Yea i meted allot of people and their cool. I guess you just have to see the good in things . And i guess thats what i'm doing right. I have so much and something it feel that i'm going to break but i know god is there with me. So that mades me happy to know that some one out there cares. Even when the whole world doesn't care about me. So anyways i have to go bye - peace