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Whats up ?Today was an weird day like all my others days. I never know whats going to happen at my school or my life. I've just realize that i'm going to be turning 15 soon and things are going to change . Thing last week just brought thing into my presupective and i realize that now and from here on out i think of me and only me. My brothers is moving out his so lucky i can;twait until i do . I told him it was the right thing to do. His done with high school and hhis turning 18 his an adult he need to move on. Will today i was talking to my teacher i told him i was turning 15 and he said that maybe that would be the age i have wisedom. But see this is the thing.Yes , i'm a christian and i will scream it out and i won't shut up about it . But see the world is nothing to me. And it will never will mean anything to me . See the thing i do here will be forgotten 20 years from now and the things i to or to influence people will stay true i will give you that . But look at Marther Luther King Jr. he talk about a world of peace between races and now we have somewhat over come it. But we will never truly will . But now people are being races against christian and the way people dress and act. See the thing is this world will never be fix's on it own . I was reading Romans and their is nothing we can do to be right with god to make us right. Its soemthing god as done for us. Without him we can't do anything right. And this is why the world will end because God is not in people's life .People arent't spreading the Gospel and people are becoming confrom with the world before what were jesus was alive . His aposlte would tell anyone and now we are fearful of what people will think. But we should allow that to stop God's love. And yes we are christian but read non' christ like thing so when people bring them up don't push it to the side but talk about it and show them that it isn't right . Show them love and conpassion . And i know latly i haven't done it and yes i'm not as christiany as i should be but i'm work on getting back on track... I'm try and god notice my forus. So yes i will over come this mood/ emotion with god will bye i got go to