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hey whats up ... I'm so bored and hey it's boring as usually ... Life is boring.. Too i got deattention for no reason.. My teacher is a ... His making me a races book about mexicans ... And i really dislike him... and compare to god .. His a total ... Yea i said it my teacher is an ...
Hey today was testing again... I couldn't really stay notice on what i was supose to do to... I kept thinking about what i did and how it will affect me and my friends... I didn't really expect that i was going to do that . i though that i could control everything but i was wrong.. Everything right now is going to hell and i can't really do anything about it will i can but i don't know... My friends from my past and furture are hanting me .... And i realize i let things go to easy and i shouldn't let them go but i do and really their nothing i can't do .. I feel really helpless and i'm not thats not who i am ,... But here now that who am becoming... I do regret it their a differents about me and even if people can't tell i can and i don't like it ... I don't like what i did and i'm feel very bad... And i'm wondering if that person would forgive me ... I'm really sorry .. I though about me and not you ...That i didn't say anything... Will i really mess it up this time ... I'm sorry .... i hope you can forgive me ...