Tuesday, May 31, 2005
A long time ago their was an Princess and she was to marry a prince from Rend . And the princess was in love with a poor beggar who sang and played the flute. That would sit out the castle wall and play a song for her . Soon the princess invited the beggar into the castle she would hided him . And she fell in love with him. But he was to marry another and so was she. But they kept seeing each other and things got worse as they did. The princess began to feel guilty of what she had done with the beggar but she loved him. But the prince had also fell in love with the princess. She was so confuzed she didn't know what to do. She loved both but she had to make a choice but her heart wasn't sure. She started to feel unworth for both .So the princess step aside told the prince that she could marry him . Because she was with a beggar and loved him and also loved him. He was so hurt he gave her everything the kingdom of Rend was so angry at the princess that she was forus out into the hall of shame. She was throw out no one wanted her. She never said good-bye to the beggar the one she had loved. She realize that she loved him more and also felt unworth of his love because of what she done. But year past and the beggar wasn't really a beggar he was the prince from Rend and he was testing the princess. But it was to late the princess was gone before he could tell her he loved her. And he knew he would love her forever. But he found her and told he was in love her but the princess was so old that she forgot about her life. She told the man the prince about her unworthness and told him how bad she feel for hurting them both. The poor beggar's wife and the prince's wife she had mess them both up so badly. But the old man the prince told her that he was sorry and he walked alway. From the princess and let her live in her reget and life of unworthness and never told her how me felt about her. They both live a life of reget.
Lost Girl
In a city where nothing was never found... Once it was gone it was gone forever.Is where are story of the lost girl begins. Their is girl that will never be found. She is so far gone from everything and everyone. SHE IS THE LOST GIRL. And here is how she came to the lost city. She was at home and her parents were getting into flight all the time. And her school wasn't going will either . No body listen and it seem like no one cared. So she walked .... Not knowing where she would go .She just when.. And she when to a planted called Ren . It was big and it was red it was the planted of travel. You would go there if you wanted to ecapes from your world. But the thing about this plant is if you travel on it too much it would take you to the Lost planet. And the losted planet only had one station . And that droping off. But the girl didn't know what about what this plant rules where. So she when to the Blue planet... Which was the planet where if you were sad you would go there . But she wasn't sad so she didn't like the people that were there they were too sad. So she got pick up and when to a planet called dreamer lane... And that planet was about people dreaming their live always where all the dreams came true. Then she like it for awhile but all her dreams where nightmare so then she was begining chased but her monsters. So the train picked her up ... Then she was lost she didn't know where to go ... The teller asked her where she wanted to go.. And she said she didn't know.. The teller told her that she had an ideal where she would like ..So the teller told her about the lost planet but never told her the name ... She told her no one would never bother her and everything she never wanted would be there. So the teller sold her a ticket and the ticket was a one way ticket ... The girl asked about the around way .. But the teller said that she was so sure that she would like it that she would need. So she payed and she when on the train. While she was past the dark night. It took her three day to get there. And when she got off . She wouldn't see anything. But then to relaize that she was lost . And then to look around everything that was there was too . Her mother warmed her about not knowing where she belonged. She was lost and always will be. And she wait and the train never came ... And no one looked for her...
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Empty princess
Once upon a time their was an princess. And this princess would have whatever she wanted . She had everything and till nothing would make her happy . Nothing in the world not money or the love of other. She was dead to the world, nothing make her happy and nothing could make her sad. She was empty . She wouldn't cry or feel pain , heartach or sadness. Her father gave her flower ,houses and riches trying to make her smile. But nothing not even a wink in her eye. She didn't have friends because she couldn't relate to them. She wouldn't attack to anything. Not even her own life matter to her. She didn't care . It was sad to see her because you would take anything from her and she would expect it and move on. She was emotional dead. So the king kicked her out because she was annoying to be arroud. So she was in the woods living in a cabin far from everyone. And she would sing about how she wouldn't feel a thing . Until she started to read a book and this book touch her heart . It spoken to her and told her what she need to hear to make her care. So the princess started to care. But soon thing happen and the princess when back to her old self . And wondered what was going to happen to her. She sometimes forgot the book and when she realize she was going back into her shell she open the book. But the book lost it's influcence on the princess. So soon the princess grew tried on hearing what the book talked about. She wanted to live it but soon that too got old and soon she stop caring. So soon the princess just gave up and then to find out that the princess wasn't so empty she really care but realize that she was fading into the darkness of the woods . So she moved back with the king . Only to realize that she wasn't change thing weren't getting easyier . But harder . So soon the princess came to her last nerve and left and nothing was or never heared about her .
Friday, May 27, 2005
Sleeping princess
Once upon a time their was and princess that would sleep her life always. The sun would rise but she would stay in bed. Until the sun set but even then she wouldn't get up . She would sleep she would let her life past her by. She was happy with her dreams of avdanture and romantic love stories. She would dream her life always more then waste it . She would dream about love , hero's and horror movie . She would dream when her prince would come and take her always for her life. To wake her up from her dream and to live with him forever. But her dreams didn't come ture. Will not what you expected . She felling in love with the Sky god and he came to her . In her dreams he fell in love with her . He wanted to marry her but she wouldn't wake up because she though that he was only in her dreams . So one she woke to find her prince her ture love only to find herself falling into love with a jerk who broke her heart. Her prince was no where to be found so she picked anyone . And she picked him. But when her prince finally showed him self she was so lost into her lover that she wouldn't tell her love of her heart from her lover. So stay with her lover because she only knew him and she was sceared that her love would leave her again like he did in the past. So she stay with her lover who could never really love her . Because he was her true love. And she will always will want more then what he can give her because she chosen to choose the one that suck be her when she knew in her heart she would never love him the way she love the Sky god . He was an nobody ... He was just a moral and in her dreams she meet the prince only to find him leaving her again. And she wish and something wishes that she have never waked up from her world of dreams. So she wouldn't have to deal with her life and her family and he love that leaves her everynight. And always leaves her. She dreams about what it would had begin like if she never left . She dreams of the beauitful house and their children and their life together. And how they loved each other . But she alwasy wakes up to realize that her life isn't what she dreamed . It was the total opposite . So the princess always sleep . Only to meet her ture love in her dreams.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Warrior Angel
A long time ago their was an angel .And angel that wouldn't cry . You would tell her anything and she couldn't cry . She would hold it all in and wait until it was just to much for the angel to bear. She would allow other to know what happen to her or what make her cry .Until one day an boy broken her heart. And maked her talk and now she is the angel that tell her story as a storyteller . But sometime doesn't . I wondering about this angel and i wondering how she can keep it all inside but only to realize that this angel wasn't what you though she was. She was something that was weird and sceared looking . And the angel had scars all over her body . The angel was a warrior but was so attack from everything . She had no where to go when she became de-attack from people she lost everything . The angel would look outside and try to hide all of her feeling inside but people wouldn't let the angel hide. They destory her wall and her secert place so the angel would have no place to go. But the angel still when her mery way and found out that the angel was trapt in her only mind and ..... Her life sucked because she had no where to go ... All of the angel friends bestray her the ones that didn't she felt bad for them .... Because they had to listen to her self center self complaining. SO the angel distance herself from everyone and now the angel was alone .... And that's how it was the angel was alone and no body could change that. But sometime the angel let others in her life only to find out that they will hurt her in the end. So the angel never cried and sometimes had people she talk to but only sometimes. Because the angel didn't want people to know about her life.So years pasted and the angel is now gone and her memory lives with no one . ... And no one remembers the angel the warrior who kept it all in . The destory her heart because in the end their was nothing.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
wait princess
A long time ago their was a princess who would stand on the caves looking pass the ocean . And she would wait their for days and days soon became months . And she would wait . She never moved from that spot. It was sad to see this girl look out onto the ocean . Because she looked past the sail boat . She wasn't waiting for no one . She had no one to wait for . But she would wait . It looked like she lost something and couldn't find what she had lost . She would just stare and look blankly with her long black hair and sily black eye's into the dark blue sea .People would come to her and ask her question about why she looked out into the ocean like she had lost something that was important to her .And she would say nothing . She would just look blankly into the ocean everyday and night . Some of the villager say she waiting for her lover who sail out one day and never return . Other say she wait for her family that when out into the ocean to catch fish and never came back for her. Other say she a spirit wondering the streets and stay at the caves. But the truth was she wasn't waiting for no one she was wondering why the sun set why people would bother her. And why the ocean had some weird glemer to it. She wonder about her life. And how people always invole themselves into it. Her black sily eye's never caught the glance of another. She like the lonelyness the ocean bought her. It was so big and she was so small she felt like she belong with the ocean. But the ocean was something she would never over come. She was remembering of her childhood . And every ripped bought more and more of her memorys and the ocean soon was fill with her tears. Of everything .Her memory were the tears drop . She was waiting to be saved . But no one could because her love for the ocean was to great she belonged with it her soul was as waterly as the ocean. But soon a tide came and destory the princess and she was pulled out into deep dark blue sea that took her soul and drowed her . Some say if you look every closely you can until see her . Standing on the caves looking for the meaning to her life. But only to see her get take by the wave that killed her .
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Stone Princess
A long time ago their was a princess who was so cold she was made out of pure stone. She lived in a stone castle .With no windows or doors.She was locked the world out .No one could get in or out .She had mazes if you broke in . She would run if you came slow to where she was. And if you came close to where she was she would turn into a stone statue so you wouldn't know where she when.She would run from any living thing. She would hide. No one really seen the princess because she was scared to be seenby anyone. She her life was very loney for 28 years she lived in the castle .And no one ever saw her.She had long beautiful hair and silkly black eye's.She play with the flute .She would something lead people from the villiage into her castle and kept them in her mazes and add to there torment. Her beauty kept them there but when they got tried and found the way home the when always and she kept playing her flute to lead other in her mazes.Like a spider's web waiting for her nexts playmate. So the princess played her flute and lead people into her maze that never had and end or a begininng to their torment. It was just a confuzing maze . And when the princess want you to go she would make it easy for the person to find a way out of her castle and leave the princess.Stories fill the villiage of the ghost of the queen who lost her bady in the castle and later found the bady in the stone ... The women never stop looking for her bady girl but could never find her. She would always hear her but never real see the bady. The stories has when that the princess of the castle now was the bady who was lost as a child. Story had said that the queen's bady had a defect and the queen when insane and said she lost her bady but real her bady was right in front of her. Other stories told that their was no bady it died at birth. No one would never explain the girl in the castle or that sound or the flute that came from it. Until this day the princess still play her flute and the villiage still wonder... If it was the queen's bady the one that she lost in the stone maze and that was trapt into the stone.
self center ....
Once a upon a time their was a princess ... And she was the means and rudes princess you would ever met. She only thought of her self and what she wanted .She didn't care if you couldn't do what she wanted she would throw you out of her kindom and leave you ... She was the mean and no one could melt this princess stone heart. She was as cold as a rock. She would only think of herself and find and make other believe that same. She would never blame her self when it was all her fault. She would destory everything if she had the chance. She didn't care for others . She was Self Center ... And she would play tricks on other for her own liking. She was someone you wouldn't want to be around. She was and awful person. Her young maids would cry at her mean and rude jokes. And no one like the princess. She only though of her own trouble and no one else. Like no one else had prombles . She would be so mean to her parents and friends. So one day the King her father got so angry with her he throw her out . And the princess was felt alone. But instead of that being a punisment . The Princess was more happeyier that way. Because she was the only one the could do it right. And the princess became more self center and mean . And no one care for the princess .... and she is now called the self center princess... Because she only thouhgt of herself... And no one else. But soon the princess wasn't happy with where she lived it became to small .And knowing her father would allow her back .She would have to change ;but she liked who she was. So the princess was so narrow minded she stay in the cabin until her father the king dead . And she became Queen . And ruled the land until everything was ruled by her . And then she destory the kingdom that she owned so that the next person to take her spot could never match up to her. So the princess will always be the knows as the self center princess... that only thought of herself... And turn everything she touch into dust ... Because she was so rotten that nothing could hold the evilness she had. It would die right there and then ... She died every lonely but ever to know that their was so much more out theirn because she thought she was better
Friday, May 13, 2005
Broken Gurl
When love really meant something . Where distance was to much for your heart too bear. A story about a princess and her prince unrole. About a marriage that wasn't meant to be. A story is told about the Broken girl and how she became that way.It was a sunny morning day and that sun was out and our young princess was not were of what would happen to her that night. Their was a big ball and everyone was invited . She was getting tried only to meet her heart breaker . That would take a piece of her so that she would never be whole again. The night was magical and the prince dance with the princess until the stars became down . But only to find that in years to come the prince would take her heart and never give it back. But destory it so that no one could never feel the princess love. The prince fell in love with a maid and felt the princess to never love but to be broken inside . He had took her heart and never gave her a change to love another. He kept it and broken it . So that she would always be broken ... And pray that her heart would heal . But only to know that it would never be the same . She would and will always be known as the Broken girl. Because of the one who took her heart and treated her so badly . She is now the Broken...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
SadAngel
Long ago in the time where beauty wasn't important and wars began but never end. Their was a Angel that was curse with the pain of the world .She was the angel that would take your pain . That would help you and make you laugh. But as this angel grew her wings turn blue her face had scars . And her beauty turn into sadness. The angel was beautiful but her beautiful when alway people came to her and abuse her caring heart. And one day the angel was on her last feather . Because each time she helped others the took a piece of her . She gave them a feather . And one day she gave her last feather to a girl . She need her feather she was alone and had no one , her world was ending and no one was around. And the angel puck her last feather and gave her the feather . To take her pain always to tell her that everything was going to be ok. But the angel didn't think of herself and how her feather bought her happyness and she had no more to give. Battles became wars . Wars never end and the angel was face with what she had done. She had no more to give but people didn't understand why . They asked her and asked her .Can you help me why aren't you helping me . You only think of yourself .Soon the angel gave her heart piece by piece and people weren't happy . Her heart was gone . She has never felt love she was never told how much she was worth. And her heart could never make them happy . So the angel soon was now as "SadAngel ".And one day the angel was so sad that she turn into a statue and stay that way forever.
Monday, May 09, 2005
Ice Princess
once a upon a time a long time ago their was a princess. She lived in a land of beauty and kindness . All around her their was no wrong but she lived on a mountiam far from everyone. She build a tower so high that even the clouds cover her windows she was as high as the stars . She wish everynight that maybe one day she would come out of her shell but never didn't. She wondering why she did this to herself time after time. But time when on she watch everyone live their lives and as she stood and look she wondering why would she come down. She saw the sadness she was happy where she was. As far as she could be from everyone ... Until one day a young boy got curious about this tower and climb it ... And she saw the young boy and fall in love with him . She told him to stay up in the tower . But he told her that he had family and friends so he came down from the tower. And then finally the girl came down from her tower from the sky and saw how the world was not like what she saw from the sky it was better. But she had forgotten that when the people were happy they soon became sad. So as soon as her happyness came was as quick as it felt her. Her prince felt and her tower was destory and she had no where to turn to . Her prince got tried of her . He soon called her "Ice Princess" her friends that she had make soon faded and her whole world turn to ice. She was now in the trouble she though she would never be in. Soon her dreams and hope soon when . And her tower was to destory never to rebuild again. But a young maid came to the ice princess and told her to face her prince and friends. But the poor ice princess was so used to pushing everything aside the ice princess didn't feel anything ... The young maids word couldn't melt the poor ice princess heart . While that was happening the ice princess heart froze and she was trapt in her dreams. She fell asleep to never awake . In her dream many thing came to her . Like a talking cat , with yellow eyes with little black dots everywhere. The huga black cat came to her and spoke three simply words. Plz let go.... But the girl wasn't sure what the black cat mean . But only to realize that she was hanging on a branch hanging off a cliff. For dear life . The girl was suck and she had no where to go . Down was death and up was her's tower of life. She wasn't sure what was worse a time of lonelyness or death. The girl hanged their for a while until she let go and then she came kicking and screaming for dear life. She found herself with her family and friend all around her . And her prince right beside her . But to only find herself rebuilding her tower ... Making sure this time no one could break her tower again... By sadangel1624
hey =)
Will today was an bad day.. when i mean bad i mean bad . So i got two saturday schools and now their is a possible that i won't be going to college and graudating next year. I have to read a race book. And now write 4 pages about it i have to get my grades up and make a deal with all of my teacher including mr. claffey and get at least a 3.0 and now i'm wondering whats going to happen my friend is dispoint in me and i agree i am too. But i'm tried and i know that isn't a get great excuse but men it one. I guess s now my life is on hold again. And now i'm facing it it my fault i guess. But men i dont' know forget it i don't think you guyz care. Right now i don't think anybody care if i grudate or not their probadly happ if i don't ... So anyways i guess they're right i'm just a kid .... Anyways the fire in me is now gone... So i have to two saturday schools and what else allot of papers for P.e and claffey . I have to run around and an make some deals i hope that they are willing to make them with me . I'm wondering id this worse all of this. And yes it is . I guess life is determind on not what you do but how you life it. So far i'm not ahppy with the way i'm living it . I'm wondering why is this all happening to me. But anyways i guess it life and i just got to pray and move gone right. If i don't i hope doesn't happen i guess i ahev next year. Anyways i hope their will be some teacher that believe i can make it right now. Will i got to go bye sadangel 1624 peace
Saturday, May 07, 2005
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hey whats up ... I'm so bored and hey it's boring as usually ... Life is boring.. Too i got deattention for no reason.. My teacher is a ... His making me a races book about mexicans ... And i really dislike him... and compare to god .. His a total ... Yea i said it my teacher is an ...
Hey today was testing again... I couldn't really stay notice on what i was supose to do to... I kept thinking about what i did and how it will affect me and my friends... I didn't really expect that i was going to do that . i though that i could control everything but i was wrong.. Everything right now is going to hell and i can't really do anything about it will i can but i don't know... My friends from my past and furture are hanting me .... And i realize i let things go to easy and i shouldn't let them go but i do and really their nothing i can't do .. I feel really helpless and i'm not thats not who i am ,... But here now that who am becoming... I do regret it their a differents about me and even if people can't tell i can and i don't like it ... I don't like what i did and i'm feel very bad... And i'm wondering if that person would forgive me ... I'm really sorry .. I though about me and not you ...That i didn't say anything... Will i really mess it up this time ... I'm sorry .... i hope you can forgive me ...
Hey today was testing again... I couldn't really stay notice on what i was supose to do to... I kept thinking about what i did and how it will affect me and my friends... I didn't really expect that i was going to do that . i though that i could control everything but i was wrong.. Everything right now is going to hell and i can't really do anything about it will i can but i don't know... My friends from my past and furture are hanting me .... And i realize i let things go to easy and i shouldn't let them go but i do and really their nothing i can't do .. I feel really helpless and i'm not thats not who i am ,... But here now that who am becoming... I do regret it their a differents about me and even if people can't tell i can and i don't like it ... I don't like what i did and i'm feel very bad... And i'm wondering if that person would forgive me ... I'm really sorry .. I though about me and not you ...That i didn't say anything... Will i really mess it up this time ... I'm sorry .... i hope you can forgive me ...
hey i got my grades ...
Will i got my grades today... so yea my mom when through for the first time in my life it was weird. I got mad ... But anyways i got some pretty good grades ...
Here they are
1) spanish
B
2)P.E
F
3)Honor geometry
(B)
4)English
C
5)computers
A
6) chemistry
C My G.P.A is now an 2.3
I wonder how some people find it hard to kept an 2.0 ... I used to have an 3.5 and now it's a 2.3 i still get to go to college and graduate next year... Hehhehe so anyways ,... I alread sign up for my college class. I'm taking History and Biology ... So yeah will i got to go so bye
Here they are
1) spanish
B
2)P.E
F
3)Honor geometry
(B)
4)English
C
5)computers
A
6) chemistry
C My G.P.A is now an 2.3
I wonder how some people find it hard to kept an 2.0 ... I used to have an 3.5 and now it's a 2.3 i still get to go to college and graduate next year... Hehhehe so anyways ,... I alread sign up for my college class. I'm taking History and Biology ... So yeah will i got to go so bye
Thursday, May 05, 2005
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Today was the weirdest day… Today I realize that this world is something I will never understand . I felt so alone and I didn't know exalt why I did . But I did and I felt like nothing would be the same. My life has change and now my eye's are open to a whole new world. My teacher is forcing me to read a races book against my own race. And I can't believe he would come compare it God. I so want to hit when he said that. I disprove of what he stand for and I total lost respect for him. And anyone who else agree with that book. I don't care what you might call me but that book is wrong and no one should read it. And my teacher is … I can't believe that people are actually allow this to happen. Their as being many thing I've have laden go with this teacher. But this is too much for one person. I can't believe this… But anyways my friend told me that it was a good ideal that I didn't go to school and I'm glad I didn't . I'm glad that I wasn't there to hear what he was saying. This sucks But I'm not going to let him tell me what to do sorry … I know what is right and what isn't . I let him get always with calling me a child. And I really don't care because it isn't important . Now days kid are dieing my each other . Life isn't going to get better but worse and lowering people pride will only cause more. Life is something that is a precious gift and people aren't thinking it is. So anyways I'm wondering if me allow people to get always with thing is the one thing making me feel so lonely. Maybe tomorrow I will let people know exalt what I'm thinking and I don't care about what's going to happen . Because I'm not going to let people kill me emotion no sir. So anyways bye I got to go … Bye sadangel
Monday, May 02, 2005
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Whats up ?Today was an weird day like all my others days. I never know whats going to happen at my school or my life. I've just realize that i'm going to be turning 15 soon and things are going to change . Thing last week just brought thing into my presupective and i realize that now and from here on out i think of me and only me. My brothers is moving out his so lucky i can;twait until i do . I told him it was the right thing to do. His done with high school and hhis turning 18 his an adult he need to move on. Will today i was talking to my teacher i told him i was turning 15 and he said that maybe that would be the age i have wisedom. But see this is the thing.Yes , i'm a christian and i will scream it out and i won't shut up about it . But see the world is nothing to me. And it will never will mean anything to me . See the thing i do here will be forgotten 20 years from now and the things i to or to influence people will stay true i will give you that . But look at Marther Luther King Jr. he talk about a world of peace between races and now we have somewhat over come it. But we will never truly will . But now people are being races against christian and the way people dress and act. See the thing is this world will never be fix's on it own . I was reading Romans and their is nothing we can do to be right with god to make us right. Its soemthing god as done for us. Without him we can't do anything right. And this is why the world will end because God is not in people's life .People arent't spreading the Gospel and people are becoming confrom with the world before what were jesus was alive . His aposlte would tell anyone and now we are fearful of what people will think. But we should allow that to stop God's love. And yes we are christian but read non' christ like thing so when people bring them up don't push it to the side but talk about it and show them that it isn't right . Show them love and conpassion . And i know latly i haven't done it and yes i'm not as christiany as i should be but i'm work on getting back on track... I'm try and god notice my forus. So yes i will over come this mood/ emotion with god will bye i got go to