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I hate the fact the people think it's cool to bring up the past "o you were so cute together, or deanna when you ..." i can't believe people i mean life is hard as it is. I mean i have so much i have to do like school and my family my walk with god ,friends .... And whatever else life throw at me . I know before i was a ... i know i was a mess up; little girl but thats not me i 'm not that girl i'm some one new i would never think about doing that. I can't even image that i did those things . I was in a place that really i shouldn't had being(a state of mind) and you know what no one helped me so for that matter no one should bring up the past .. You know what i mean the girl they knew isn't ME i've change i'm a fighter not anything else. But people look at me and see what they see. But i'm me and i know who i am and no one know me they know the person they want to see and you know thats find with me . And yet no one understands because really they don't care they don't care what happens they just keep retenting that everythings ok . And you know what i'm find i'm find with that.I wish people would just leave me alone.