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i really don't have anything interesting .My wek have been bored today was ok i guess i when with my friend to this debate thing. And then i we ate and my friend called me .So now i can't go to sleep i'm not tried and i should be i haven't been going to bed early .And i'm mad because i don't want to graudate 2007 it's just i've worked so hard and no ones allowing me to graudate i'm little mad,but i guess it's for a reason i'm tried of my class and i don't want to go to school anymore it used to be fun i loved coming now i just don't carry anymore about it . I have to much to do i mean my hardest classes are APenglidh and chemistry . But other than that my classes are easy .It's just homework but i'm doing pretty good i've been going it but whats the point i can c or b this year because i'm in tenth no one cares about your tenth grade will not really. I mean i care but why work but butt off if i'm not going to graudate it's like burning your self out for not reason right . But i'm like i so much want to graudate i'm will to take night school i want to graudate at 2006 it's my year. It's not fair kid so don't work hard will graudate but i won't . I don't get it i was talking to my old councler and he said their was no way i would i mean i know i can it's if some one will lwt me . But the one thing i got mad is that he would rather hired some one who had a master and had five year of experience over someone who was a Ph.D .And also because their age. The Age racism i'm serious about this it's not fair just because i'm young doesn't a mean a thing i've begin through more things than most adults and still i'm not old enough please i've work twice as hard as the next one maybe even hard but they will get to graudate and i won't next year (2006) . I see that as wrong i'm three credits behind wow three . But i'm will next year to take 14 classes just to graudate,with my friends and just to start young theirs so many thing i want to do and i'm not old enough to do it but in my later years i will and that the most important because i will retired young and get to do sky diving and ect... It's going to be fun ...But i have ten years if school and if i start late then i end late and i ewon't get to do all of thing i want to do . I have to take seven years of law school and 4 years of writting and religion . So i need to get out of high school as soon as possible i'm willing to do how ever pase of my senior project i all already knoww what i would do it on. Just give my a change to spread my wongs so i can fly and make something out of my self and then i've made it because i help and i when as far i could go . But how can i spread my wings and fly when people are tieing me down and won't let me learn to fly . It isn't right no one did it to them and if they did "Don't you remember how much it hurt to see that they didn't believe " i mean i don't care if people like what i want to be (apolici)i still want to be it and i'm good at debate and stand up for what i believe.I'm quick on my feet and i'm good at making point even if i'm not ready. bye -deanna it's 11:15 i need sleep so godbless and don 't let the bed bugs bite