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today was an ok day i guess i've spend 8 hours at school getting questions by my teacher on my where abouts a little weird . I was also wait for a phone call from this guy that i like but he never called or he did and my brother didn't tell me about it . I'm in OC with my mentor for Thanksgiving and i'm having fun her parents are really nice , i like them . I 'm a little bum because this guy didn't call and also because i won't be graudate 2006 like i've plan .So i'm think who care about school right now i got a year to lack and not work so hard as long as i get C i'm ok . Which won't be that hard i mean i really mad at the fact people who are straight up dorks and don't care for school get to graudate but i don't because of my age i have more of a chance making it then they do and i know i can make it collage isn't that hard .My mom goes to collage she was born in mexico and has a G.E.D and is getting good grades .But me i;ve good really good grades and still no i can't graudate so you know what i'm taking a break for once in my life i'm not going to work hard i'm going to pass me class with an C and next year WORK MY BUTT OFF. So i can get into a good school and become what never god wants me to be . You know i'm life is his. And i know will if you believe that then why does it matter if you graudate at 2007 .Because i was really looking forward to this .This was going to be my thinng school and yet even that they won't let you i mean it's better for me to be work and stay tune into school then running around going bad stuff i mean it really bums a girl out when a school or teacher
(old teacher from my old school)are telling you in a nice way that you can't make it . And i know i can i just know but no one letting me .This what i told me six period teacher "if you push me to work and teach me and give me the time i need i can do it and remember it "It's how much the teacher push me . And so far i have three teacher from Gomper High that have seen what i can do . It's just i've work so hard and the reason i want this so bad it to show to people just because your young doesn't mean a thing .People are always saying old people are smart it isn't truth it's what you teach them is what make a person smart. My whole life i've had teacher tell me i couldn't make it ;from my fifth grade teacher to my kindgrades days . They said i was to slow and to dumd to understand but the thing is i'm not and i've made it .See i became homeless at the age of 10 i when to school for homeless teen for high . I was in fifth grade when i when there i had to catch yup i when 265 days ui gave up my summer and everything to prove to myself and others i could do it . And how people are telling me the same thing i can't make it on my whole i can't do it there no possible way . It sucks because i know it's not truth . I've made really you can't monarch as a school they give book and you copy right out of the book you don't think you just write what you see thats what a cradter school is . So from the last public school i've begin to was in 5 grade .I'm actaully a 5 grade in higfh school . But i've seen more things then most adults have and i've lived through hard times. And i still when to school even when i didn't have to i couldn't have drop out . But i didn't and no one realize that i already made life i know whats out there .My question is do you ? Do you know how many teen are ho ,because they need money it's a mess up world and i saw at a young age i've seen it and i've lived it . But you know what thats not hard school isn't hard it's people that make it hard .People are probadly the reason why other kill themself .... But it isn't fair to me and other kids like me that are trying really hard but have people standing in there way .May it be Parent,Teacher and Friends . It's just not right to down some one down because what Color they are or age. And i have to go to sleep because tomorrow i'm going surfing . I've OC whats you accpect .. Peace