whats up

I'm so bored right now i have no clue to do. I just finish something that i need to do like cancel. And right now my little brother is being a BRAT. And i'm getting tried of him. Will i got my report card it was bad . I for my G.P.A i have 3.3 . Men i was count for a 3.5 but i guess i didn't get that this time. With everything i deal with men it's crazy but i guess i'm not the only one. I just hope next time i can do better. Will tomorower i'm going to see my friends . Only for a couple hours i guess it's something. And then monday i go to chruch .I wondering how thats going to go. I wonder if i can do that. Will i told my mom if she make me badysitt on a sunday i wouldn't do it and so i guess that was it because she didn't argue back. Which is weird on her part i always take care of him. When ever she needs my help will i guess thats how things go. Men i'm go bored and i should be i was suppose to go somewhere . As you can tell i'm mad because i made promise to people that i would be there with them . But i guess i broken them and i hate breaking promise . But it's not my fault . It's her's she lied to me . But i guess it's ok . Because this is what i need to do. Even if i don't want to be here with this BRAT kid that she spoils like crazy. Men i wish i could get out of here. Men i hate it here. And the kid nexts door is bothering me . Men and he's so annoying . He tell my brother to disobey me so i'm not letting him in. I know thats mean but what else sould i do i can bearly handle my brother and now i'm suppose to take care of my neighbors kid too. I don't think so. I'm not here to badysitt i'm suppose to go to a party. Anyway he left anyways my brother need better friend that boy only comes to play with the conputer but i'm on it so ha. Snd this isn't really helping i though me writing me feels out would help but it's not . So bye i'm going to watch t.v . -deanna