i don't know why people swear they know

It's funny that people swear they know that they know what you go through i know we all do it but i don't understand why people try to know like they know everything . I'm one of those people but at least i know i'm and i'm trying to work it out something i wish people would just shut up and let me talk let talk let me said what i have to say . But they don't they don't listen they just don't care they said i have to much to deal with they don't even realize you are going throught the same thing . But i know thats not right , and i know they know thats not . I know i can't run alway from the prombles i'm face with the people i'm facing them with are pissing me off i mean if they talk for hour then you yalk they said no your to this or that . And i'm tried of it but what is to much how long can i said ok thats enough i can't because their so use to me letting them talk their head off . I'm tried of trying to be nice but i know that what i'm purpose to do buyt it's so hard because i'm lose patience with them . How can i be ok with it when i know their wrong should i allow them think that way ? Will i think i'm even if it hurt me to see how dumd their being but i guess they just have to learn right i can't do anything to help i can only help if they want it . But i guess i'm going to have to just sit back and let thing happen i can't stay and watch them make the wrong choice . And i guess the same with them but the thing i don't understand is when they want to broke the subject i do but when i want toleave it as it's they don't they don't even listen to me they just keep going . I guess life is hard because we make it hard on other so others make it hard on us . Like to today i got an e-mail more a friend who was mad at me because i had a bad time at this camp because because i saw they pick on each other and hurt their feeling . And i thought that was wrong and i didn't want to hang out with them . And then i saw how mess that was so then i said i was sorry and then i left because i realize thats not what i want to do . (hurt people for my own happyness) so then wheni visted she was still mad at me . And then i wrote her asking if she was mad at me and she said yeah then i said i said i was sorry and she yeah but if you didn't want to go then you wouldn't have gone . I left it as that but the fact was i wanted to go but i didn't like the way their were acting . So it's just thing like that i can't deal i meani can it just dumd and i know it's her and i feel bad for this but it's me .
so i guess to just pray and find out what god want me to do and i pray that god let me see her in his eyes and not my own - Deanna

Life with out you

Life with out you is something I can't do I love you with all my heart god you gave my life you gave me a heart you gave me everything I need but sometimes I feel that I want to give up I'm tried of trying I'm tried of holding on but I know you want me to be stronger but how can I when every one is leaving me how and I stand tall when my head is down when I'm wounded and every one tell me to keep trying why do I have to be stronger when the people around me are fake . How can I be stronger when I know no one is protecting me or even feel them . My family is so far it feels I'm losing my life to something that isn't of worth and lord you are the only one that is and people are taking my soul piece by piece and in the end their are pushing me down . Things are good for right now but how long will it be until that ends how long will it be until the end when the devil as won and his dance on my grave because he caught me off my guard how can I be what you want me to be when the world is telling me how different I'm . When my parent even walked out on me and now I can't . I can't walk always I can't leave but I have to be stronger I can't let him bet me right I have to be stronger . But even the stronger are weak . I feel the sadness come back the angel is just wait their I know she isn't that bad she just sad and I think whats wrong with being sad every one leaves you alone because their no reason to make a sad person more sader.But I need to be stronger for you and lord I'm trying but I need you to protect me .....Protect me from the sadness that's over coming me that's devouring me in and out . And lord I need you so bad ....- for a girl who is lost

plz don't give up I know how hard life can be but life is beautiful it's just hard to see sometimes .

Lost-but found but Jesus Christ

6287 words

Today i got bored and i want to know how many word did my log have it has 6,287+ because i'm writing now and also this wed log only holds 9 logs it does keep all of them . So you won't be able to find all of my work . And i found this weird because their so much room in the internet why isn't all of my work on the first page ? Will i got secerity and i found my logs and i found out how many word i've wroten in the last 2 weeks i guess and i'm woundering if i have to write 4 logs a week ?? so if any one wants to firgues it out just tell me afterwards....

why??

when i sat back and let time catch up to me
i think about the old times
i think about the thing i did
i think about my life
i think about what you said
i think about the times i try to leave .
Walking down memory lane is driving me crazy i can't let you take control of my life i can't let time catch up i have to be stronger and i have to be stronger than you ;Then my thought and dream and everything . It's all in my head and i have to let it go . But it always catches up it never ends i can never get to far without it all coming back . An today is came back and it's haunts me because i always thought i could never end up like that . I though i had the ruff and coldness heart but i guess i was wrong i guess you proved me wrong ...

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Here's a story i've being working on and i'm going to write so you guy can tell what you think about it .

Will it mixs with alot of different writing style ... Here i will just write it .

Character
Edgar- 19 ex's boyfriend
D.J-22 the friend
LilyAnna-18 the main character

LilyAnna walks in with D.J and finds Edger in the concer with another girl and he look up to see LilyAnna and D.J dancing . Edger pushs the girl and walks over .
lilyanna he said in a soft voice "what are you doing ?" she answer in a ruff voice nothing can't you see nothing . But Mr. edger what are you doing? Why are you here ? And isn't she your brothers gurl... Why are you with her ... When you know your brother is getting married to her ?? He answer i don't know ... i just saw her and we hook up i guess. She answer you guess will i'm here with D.J i guess and his my date so plz go alway . He leave with a sad look on his face as he turns and walks alway from the dance floor. D.J said "whats that about ? Lilyanna answer nothing .Why do you ask? D.j say it look like you were going to flight him . because you looked pissed. Lilyanna say yeah so what i'm not like that .... Will i wasn't i'm not like that . We use to date and that gurl use to be my friend .Now i don't even know .Life begin hard on me these coupled of months .So what's your story why are you here with me ? D.J waits then finally tells her me and my girl broken up and i guess and anyway i need someone new.. So i saw you i liked your personally and wanted to date you . And that's where i'm at .You ? What's up with you and this edgar dude? lilyanna humbles but then stops and started over. Will see we use to date .. things happen people got into are prombles made them bigger and i brainwashed him to date this gurl. D.J interrupes and ask how do you brainwash some one ? She answers you say someting a enough times and it stays with them and that what happen . Anyway i hope their happy ,And that how thing went . She knew i loved him before i even told him. But what did she do ... she wanted because i wanted him. Will that boat has sank and that was the end .Love always gets lost in the ocean . will i got to go thankz i think i'm going to call a cab .Bye D.J she get into the cab and drive alway.

As she drove alway in a yellow taxis and he walked home. He wonder if she would tell him more or would she simle and trick him into going to a movie and paying the whole fare .Like she has done before ....

to be continued

My bubble gum faries

Hey again will i though this could be cool to tell you guy about my bubble gum faries their really cool and i got the anideal from my friend in a way because i call her "bubble gum berry" and i told her i would draw a bubble gum faries for her and then i drew one of me and my mentor and some more their catching on quick and i though i would write about my Bubble Gum Faries and maybe i could draw comics about them or something if i draw them really good will bye -Deanna
A.k.A Bubble Gum straberry

A reMix To Broken HeArt oF DoNNe

A remix to Mr. Donne poem of the broken heart ....

Ash to ash
Dust to dust
Like that broken glass that spread when it breaks . Is like the ash and the dust that pick and go when the wind blow is it alway ...
It's like are love that was so weak when the wind came it blow us right off are feet ...
We didn't know what hit us until the wind had stop and we saw what the wind had done to us . Just like Ash to Ash ..... Dust to Dust ... Are love like a tree that came down we a big shock because we though it was stronge but when i saw you i knew i could love you until we both were gone but i guess it end before that every happen before we were bloomed into some thing so beautiful . I think that the broken glass can be repair and the ash and dust and be found but i'm i wishing to hard or i'm i on the right track....


I know it not that great but i though i would write because have you ever feel that in the end you gave your heart to a person who didn't devser it and in the end i think about if i could just be with that person one time and tell what going on and how good i'm doing i that i would want to be friends and that i'm sorry but i guess it's to late and his moved on and i guess the same with me . Like ash to ash their so much of it to find and who would want to not me so i say the same thing that Mr. Donne say "My rags of heart can like, wish, and adore ,But after one such love ,can love no more."( you can find that verse in the The BrokenHeart verse 32 the last line .)
Love isn't for me and i think the only one i need is god and i think that good ebough for me .
- Deanna

The computer that couldn't work

My computer is slow i can't belive how slow it's! It's so slow it took me 20 mintues just to get on and no joke. By the time i'm writing i forgot what i was going to write and i did two more logs. And i'm tried and sleep and hurgary and most of all i'm Lazy . I don't want to do anything i lost alot of sleep on the weekend and i thinking about what i'm i going to do for this weekend and how am i going to spend it . I was invited to alot of party but i'm not going to them because i know how their going to end up and that a place i don't want to be in... So i really don't know where i'm going to go i think about going with my old friends but then i think about the place i really don't want to be in and thats one of the places i don't want to be .


Question it just came to though and i have to write it down . OK here it goes "if there weren't teenager where would parents be ?" i though about this and i said No where because we make parents move. HaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa ... Think about where would parents be .... Would they be happy?? Or sad .... I think sad because they love us so much. =) Am i right or wrong will i have to go and godbless and be safe and have lot of fun

Todays weirdness

While today i found mosted of my grades and i one of my friends was a little saden because she got so bad ,and not so good .But she was stressing about one of her assiment i told her i would retype it and that not to worry about will while i was doing it i felt a little bad ...Because i want to help her but then i was think i was robing her because she need to learn to take reponsible . But as i was going i realize that she need the help and i was glad that i could help and i was feeling weird because i didn't know what to do . But i finish and now it's all done and i hope that she gets a good grade on it . Or at least an B on it . And i'm glad i got to help another .


Second weirdness of the day for me i when to the marine bio- and i tough yeah i could dot this but i have so many other class that are more important and i'm wondering is it worth i mean i've done it before i could tell you about the low tide the hight tides and the one in between . And the creature that live under the sea . So i'm wondering is it worth that extra cerdit or leave it alone and stick to my class. And also another thing when i when to open house i was told that i mit be going to an Ap Geometry class and i'm up for that and it's weird because i don't know what grade i'm half of my class my teachers are scareing me because it a junior class and the other half the teachers are like when you get into the 11 th i'm to so going get you . I mean all my teavher are nice but they know how much they can push and their pushing pretty hard but i'm pushing right back .

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It's weird that i've fited in so perfect and that i've keep up with my work and haven't felt like an grump. And i'm wondering how can this be that i 'm passing my class even if it's not the best grade i'm passing . And it's funny because the last time i was at a public school was when i was ten in the fifth grade ,sometimes i felt like a fifth grader because their alot of thing that my schools didn't teavh me because they weren't required to . And i see how most of the kids are saying the class are easy when realize with all my class i'm bearly making it through .It's being fours year since i've being to a public school and i'm a amazed on how nice the student are and how much the teacher believe in their students and how the student belive in themselves. See i didn't think i would make it in a real school the school i when only had two hundreds kid and that was the most and to believ or not i was one of the smartness kid there . And trust me thats not that smart . And all of people told me that i would go back to the ninth grade and that i would have a hard time making friends and most importantly i would get bad grades. And at first i was scared out of my mind i didn't want to get put behind or have a ruff time so for allong time i stay to scared to leave . Then finally i when to a christian camp and it was my first time at camp as will, because i had miss those thing because i when to Monarch . But i had a great time and made alot of good friendships and i felt all threw that week that it was time me to step out into faith and move and change . And i did and i only thank god for it i've learned so much in just a few weeks and i've also found new friends. And even those it's hard to be a christian and life the christian life in a high school i know god will help me through like he has in the past . And most importantly my grammer, spelling and so much ,more as inproved . And i'm galdy that god pushed me to move forward and step out into faith . Because i know i'm here at Gompers for a reason and i hope that i keep true to my god and vaules. That when thing are hard and long i can always look back and say" if i made it throught that with god help i know he can help me with this " and i do believe that because he has with so much already . And i know school is going to get hard but i'm ready for whatever that the teacher are will to throw at me because i will be writting down what the want me to do and i will try my best... - deanna

ok here more

I'm not convence that i wrote a enough so i'm going to write more peoms and short storyies and stuff.

Here a called nomad of a life

To people that say they know me ,who said they know everything about what is to be know about one person . Will it's isn't true because
here what she really thinks and lets see if you really know this person that you speak : I never knew where i belonged ,and even to this day but even now i'm losted in the world of storytelling .I don't know where home is or my comfort zone ,maybe no one has that.But whatever it is i will be here in my room farest from them all .Should i change ,or allow thing to happen ...I haven't change i've just grow .I wonder what he would said when he came down to see me again. And i wonder what would happen if i told her home was never home and i was always alone .



I know i will write about what people do when the want to fit in with others .


Why i need it ...Because people will like me

I need that shirt so i can be the hots thing this year .i have to be some one this year
i need people to know me and i have to look nice and wear expence things, because that what people like . This is why i need that not because i like it because people like it and i want them to like me . I can stand to be different i have to let comic magainze pick whats hot so i can be hot even if i think it's ugly. Even if breaks my family i want her / him to like me i know it's shallow but no one will know . I know thats what i need to be cool .But guess what in the end you lose your self and what for people likeing you and ...

Mr . Claffey/ writting

I try the best i could i didn't get all my blogs on this one my server does allow me to go on my apenglish site anymore i got as many as i could i think only two aren't there on this page i didn't 9 total i think. And i'm going to write more right now ok .


Ok i'm going to rewrite some poetry because thats the only thing i can think of right now .
And stories, ect...


Here i wrote this one in Marach of last year (almost last year) And it's about making up with a friend .


A new start to a new view of things whatever happen happen life is to short to worry about things that happen in the past the memoize are long ago i threw them alway so we can make new .A new start to a new begininng .No hiden feeling it's all leten go and thats the truth i won't hold anything against you and the same with you old fews are gone no more flights just let it go we both hurt and thats the truth .No fingers pointed the games ended it's time to get over what happen about what We both did to each other .Everyones to blame not just me .


Everyday is like another day pasting me by .Looking out of the window as we drive by your mind takes you to new places that you never begin to in those daydreams i find him there, waiting for me
and i knoe that you've being here waiting or is my mind playing games with me .
Because everyday ,everymoment i think about you .And then i hear your voice when i anwser the phone .And everything rushes back to me like nothing as changed .

Ok here's a story that i wrote and i was feeling traped at the time i wrote so here it's :

The stillness of the air

The call . The phone rings and i'm here i look at the stillness of the rain running down the window i answer the phone ,and it's you .You tell me how much you love me and i look out of the window and i see the cars down below passing by .And then i realize i'm in the highest building on the last floor of the "united Airforus" i walk up the stairs casa and i open the door in the front of me is nothing but other builds roofs and i walk out into the rain i look back and find the door behind me closed .I think and wonder if i could never open that door again and then i think who would want to go back of even look back . And then i start to walk i look over the edge and then i step ... back and i see you runinng throughs me .And i wonder why ? Why i'm i here? And then i jump and now i know why i'm here it's because i was running alway from you . you loved me so muchs or hated me that you clutter and recrated who i was . But then insteady of falling i started to fly and i flew out on to a new view on life i'm free i was think i'm free. From you and it time i walked away .The stillness of the air stop me from falling and hitting the ground .Insteady it gave me life to change now i know what i've to do it's to walk away from you and take that leap of life and forget you and all those doors i took to get here ...


Here a play i wrote for my class about almost 6 months ago ... and it was my idea he gave us the place the people and the theme and the rested we came up with . So the theme is one person come with a secert and another leaves with a secert . When by teavher found out my theme he said that wasn't what he said so i got and C- . So tell me what you think of it o yeah it's a play .


Setting ) It was a cool winter night ,Jose and Rafael had to met at Balboa parkit was 9 pm it was at the garden .They took the bus they didn't talk together they're surpose to meet lorena .Rafael girlfriend she was three years older then .Jose and Rafael got off the bus .But the realize that lorena wasn't there . Jose who is 22 tell his brother "i have to tell you something , but i don't know how you will react " their was a quiet moment between the two boys .

Rafael Where's lorena ? I know you have a thing for her .But i already told her i loved her .

Jose Will ... brother ... Me and lorena are runinng away together .And she pregant

R> She mine girlfriend .Why can't you understand that . I don't care i will marry her any ways. Because i love her.

J> Y ou ever cared for her ,you alway left her .And i picked up the piece.Did you know what she was going through when her father died ? No , you think you jsut wanted to go out with your homiez.And mess around ;you always called her ho behind her back ,and flirted with other girls you didn't care i know she loves you but i'm willing to make it right .

R> What ever men. I love her she the only good thing in my life (tears come down his faces then he attacks his brother. But then a loud noise . Rafael was laying down on the floor. He begin shot but just before he died he said )J> Brother i'm sorry ,but i still love you .

R>i'm sorry brother i love you to but i love her more . (And then rafael walked away and no one was to hear of him again . )(And lorena goes to Jose grave and prayes for him everyday .)



Here another story that i wrote my friend told me her fear was to lose her family and i wrote about it and how and what would i do if it happened to me.

As ci ran down the stairs ,and saw my family being take a way right in front of me .As i tryed to get to them the door shut right in my face and it suck . And as i struggle to find a way it opens . And it's to late their gone . The window that was my room that use to be where i could be safe is now gone . I knew i would be alone and for who knows how long . I when to a friend house and i watched the new tjhat night they had put amber alert saying i was kinapped .I was kicked out that night i ahd no where to go .Finally they found me in downtown at the park .Alone and crying they said they would help and take me to a place i knew . I said the only place i knew was gone and the only help i need was my family and nothing would be the same .


OK this was a poem i wrote to design a site but never did :

A new begininng to a new year starting over or going for that extra mile . With the past only in the past will i be able to move forward . Into a new world that we can call are own .
And that place wher you can start over is here with god ..



OK i think thats about it i wrote to much my hands hurt i will write more tomorrow

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Or maybe not . Maybe they just want to tick the idians into come to their Thankgiving party and plan to kill them and the ones who didn't died they turn them into slaves (theory). After reading and doing the questions . Theirs was one that suck out the most and the question was "How would you feel if the pilgrims weren't religious ?" . And i though to myself in what way did god told them to go and kill ... It wasn't god who said be proud and do whatever you wish ... Or go and steal from your fellow brothers and sisters in christ ... I don't think so i think it was their own free will to kill and to be proudful and not care for others . I think the one thing that probadly keep them alive was gods grace and patience for them . But that my belief i think the pilgrim did one thing after another ,because i know it doesn't say (in my bible ) to kill or to think your better then anyone . So if the pilgrims where metal ill which i know they weren't or at lease not all of them .I think they knew excalty what they were doing and didn't care . So my answer for that question is going to be the same way .Yeah it got them out onto that boat because they wanted free will and stuff. But i think when they landed it was a different story . They became power hugary.

work

october 12
Wow time just past us by it being like more then a week i guess i'm just getting lazy with all my homework and very thing their so much i have to do and it's crazy how little time i had .I was surpose to write 4 time a week but that alot i got 5 other class i got to worrt about homework not to mention and more stuff i do . Like my life i care about my school but it's care over my life and is cutting and take time that it should like me and god time . So others . I guess i have to find time for this so i don't get left behind it just is to hard i guess . Will got to go . But i promise i will start back up with the peotry .

Discuss
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Well , it's being almost three week since i've begin going to Gompers High .I love my teacher and my new friends . The one thing thats getting is the homework it's not hard it's just contiunes it's hard to keep up with it . Because i'm used to doing all of my work at one time and now i finish it a home . So i'm trying to ersa 4 years of non-stop doing to school and replaces it will homework . Which is really speacial you never did homework . And moving from class to class . Four year two hundred sixty days so many day and now so many hours after school . I guess it was my choice to left ... i mean i love change i'm not scared of it . I. I guess i got what i wanted Homework it's weird but at least it keep me off the street and in my home doing it . Right - Deanna
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
On sunday i when surfing and it felt like evrything was perfect that waves were strong and beautiful . It's was only my second time surfing but it felt like i was born on a board it just came naurally to me . Like i was floating on thin air . Like thats the way life should be but insteay of the water it you and god and your board is god and if you don't trust it then you drown and when i'm out there i feel closer to my creater and it feels like nothing can go wrong .It feels like no one can take that wave when i'm riding on it and the same with my faith no one can take that alway from me . So even those i was tried i was still awake and the same thing with my faith god is still there . And it's Alsome because it's just me and the waves and my board and the same with my faith .Just god ,me and my love letter . Thats all i need really those to thing and i will be alright . -Deanna
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Their are some thing i understand like math, language arts and history . But i don't understand life and how it twice and turns . I don't see how in months your friend ship is gone . I don't understand how people judge you how people pretent they don't know you . How in a few momment life is slowly fades ... Or just in a few moments life turns into a rode coaster and you need to hold or you just mit lose everything . Today i though about given my friends a other chance but when i saw them again today they didn't welcome me they didn't say "how was school" or what as god done for you . But in i steady i walk up . Welcome them i guess i though that it was the night and that were tried it was friday. i say to myself i will i chat with them but then i just found myself lone because they all walk alway . But like i've say before you never get want you it's always something else that gets in the way . i guess i will never know why people act the way the do !! Guess no one will -Deanna
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
This peom thatsi'm write on top isn't mine but afterward my will be at the bottom of the page i will rewrite it . Or something
Forget me not ....
Do you ever think about me ...
Do you ever cry your self to sleep ...
In the middle of the night when you awake ...
Are you calling out his name ...
Forget him forget his name forget his face forget his kiss his warm embrace forget the love that you once knew Remember he has some one new forget him when they play your song Remember when you cried all night long forget you memorized his walk forget what he used to say Remember his gone away forget his laugh forget his grin forget the dimplets on his chin forget the way he held you tight Remember he's with her tonight forget the time that went so fast forget the love that moved it's the past forget he said he'd never leave
-Remember he's gone Forever By -


Why did you say forever when you meant ...
i wonder what happen to us ... you told me forever and i believed you i though that we were true but i guess that only thing that was true is that all love ends when i sit arcoss from you in math class i swear you were doing it on purpose when i saw you with her for the first time i cried and i wonder why ... why did you promise me forever when you walk away .. i wonder and why i still write your name on my hand or in my folders that you use to carry while walking me to class . And when i think about it i have nothing but memorys and why am i memoerzing your every move . And remembing the lys you told me that you would be with me forever and i was to stuipd to understand that was just child play ....Forgeting is the hards thing because even with all the lys i still love you . And i guess it's true love is blind Because i still wish it was me you held on to in the lunch room and walk to class with ... But i guess that all over because it the end your so far away i just got to keep reminding myself your some one else jerk ...
-Deanna

prigram were that bad ..

Well guess what do today i won't write peotry i going to talk about the pilgrims . See the  thing i don't understand is why they thought they were better then the a.k.a (also know as)savage. When  some of them where out cast from there own land . I really don't know what their religious stand point was then and even today on why they did some of the thing they did .When i was in my six peroid class . I was thinking about this topic. And why did they call themself religious people when it say in the bible not to think your better than anyone else or smart or anything that. But they thought they were .And then it made me think the same about christians and there faith . And i was wondering "How did the pilgrim come to argreement and met with the surposed savages." I bet some one didn't think the way they all did. And some christian aren't judgemently and say  if you don't do this you go to hell or if you don't believe . See i'm a christian and i'm not that judgmently  freak who push my faith on some one else i will tell you about my faith and other thing about my faith .But once you say stop i will . It just that when people are talking  about boyz or clothes .I'm off in my own world with my savior . And i bet some pilgrims were like that to . And not all of them we control freaks who only want to destory and kill . -Deanna

poetry

All right i'm going to do something different i'm going to write some peotry .Most of it is old but i will write some new ones . From my journey i'm going to share my peotry with you  . From when i wasn't a strong christian to now .And how my walk with god is going in a normal school . What i mean by normal is a school with more than two hundred kids . So i will keep you update on how i fit in or how i don't . And so here is one od me peoms and it's called Nomad of life .And i'm going to explain it before i write it . Will it's about how when i was homeless i moved around and me and my family were falling  apart and i was really sad and i was cliently depress. So here it goes :

To the people that say they know me

who say they know the girl with in

I never knew where i belonged still now but even

now i'm lost in the world of storytelling .I don't know where home

is or my comfort zone.   maybe no one has that. But whatever it is . i will be here in my room

farest from them all. Should i change ,or allow thing to happen i haven't  change

i've just grow .I wonder what he would do .or what he would said when he came down again.

And would i see him again. i wonder what she would do to if i told her home home was never home .

because i was always alone . 

 

And here a other one

But i say to you ,love your enemies bless those who cuse you, do good to those

who hate you, and pray for those  who spitefully use you and persecute you matt5:22 

Star ,so bright .I wonder what happen when i stand

alone . I give all of me and still i'm a lone .i see myself in a body of water . And i

 say it's going to end up as me and you together .It's time i realize we were

meant to be .But it's going to be different because it going to be just you and me

together forever in a magicallyworld of dreams.It will never end .And we will be

happy .And no one can comes between a daughter and father.Lord you are all i

know .You are my father and friend . Who i can't live without

when my father and my mother forsake me,then the lord will take care of me

ps 27:10    

And tomorrow 2 more

My trip to mexico

On friday i when to mexico to built house for people who need it . And i realize how much i don't see around me and that i'm not the only one who does not . I realize that more people help other who are not living in the U.S but other country when america is also suffering for homeless to . And why were the ironging the fact we need help to . I realize that alot of stuff that was being told to the pulbic wasn't true America is suffering to their are more then two thousand homeless teen let alone family and adults . Their aren't a enough of shealter to help or feed them . We all need help some time and i think that what America needs right help to built are self because we have alot of kids runinng around with no where to go or parents to take care of them . I've being homeless and you would be surprise on what goes on in shealter . And how they live and how the get up at five clock in the morning get all their belonging and have no where to go because no one will hire them because they don't have a home or a car to get to place to place . You would be surprise on what the children go through . And how is affect more then thier school but beheivor and lifestyle . But after all that builting a house for some one who need it felt good even tho i need help to .It was go to give back .